A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush.

I taught kinds and examples of "proverb" to my students yesterday. I was trapped in one proverb:

"A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush". This proverb hit me hard.

Imagine if you were me! you are a woman, working in the field in accordance with what you learn in a college, It's learning how to be a good English teacher and get relevant work. Then heeeyyy you get it!. You are an English teacher @BSC - private English teacher and translator. Sometimes you get a job related to your hobby "writing" and paid such as a professional writer. Your income has been above average than your friends in the same profession. Of course most people are gonna survive in this job. Beside that your parents are proud and hope you'll survive. 

Unfortunately, not with me! my short work duration  is the reason. I'm bored with this job. I still dream of working in a company with long working hours and workload are challenging and draining my thinking ability. Go to work at 7 am and return at 6 pm. whereas in fact I work at 2 pm until 6 pm. Sometimes I fill my time with my various writing jobs, I enjoyed it. "What a my full time !". 

However, when the offering of writing or translating  job is empty, I'm confused in what to do. Sleep and take it easy at home makes me stress. 

I continued to rack my brain, I'm looking for a part time job!. I've been working with a big payoff, but still applying for job to many companies, hoping to get that fit my dream, without knowing the consequences behind what I'm doing.

Either I forget to be grateful or just looking for the best.

Finish reading? Than, pray for me!